being lied to is never fun.

i hear its going to snow a lot this weekend.

today this girl from downstairs came into the bathroom when i was brushing my teeth. we've never talked before for one reason or another. she was wearing yellow slippers, yellow pj pants, a yellow shirt, and had just changed her hair color to blonde from black but it looked more yellow-ish. i meant to say hello to her but instead it came out as "yellow" then i just kinda went "ha ummm" and she just looked at me.

its a week short of a year since i last put anything up. looking back through these old things i wrote is pretty comical. apparently i registered for the ACT's which i never even took. back then being a senior was about all i had to say and now i cant believe i made that big of a deal about it.

it wasnt even that great of a year lol, it was the year for everything shaky to shatter... but hey at least everything that broke was fixed by the summer-ish time. i mean gina doesnt not want to be friends with us all anymore so something must have gone right.

man if my best 5 high school friends and i went to the same college...i dunno, i guess itd be cool but i really dont know. sometimes you have to go and lose what your looking for to find it again.

i feel like i have to ask christy so many things that i wrote about on here, i tend to in general speak or write with some sort of code and ive forgotten completely what i was talking about...lolz

fat camps on- the one with ben stiller? you'll remember that movie?

odd to think that this is the year we're graduating! finally its 2006 and gosh! i dunno! i remember entering high school thinking gosh '06 is so damn far away! but its here now, and i have a feeling times really going to fly by.

it would have been fun if all 6 of the wa-wa's tried harder to all go to the same college! its odd though, for some i doubt the thought even crossed their minds..well im sure it crossed their minds but nothing became of it. to say the least i'd totally be up for it.

on the bright side it snowed last night! woooo!

stay safe my friends

4 day weekend BRING IT ON!

Brrrrr! I WISH THE HEAT WAS ALLOWED TO TURN ON!



MAYBE ITLL SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i hear my basements been soaked with rain water...whoops thats not fun

after the college fair today i have to go to a wake. Jack died, i never even met him...feels so awkward going to a wake and meeting someone for the first time who is already dead...long story short Jack and my granpa had the same surgery over the summer, only difference was the recovery process...after spending 200 and some days in the ICU his time had come..the obituary said he was a doctor but all i know is his family really loved him, not a day went by when they werent there in that waiting room hoping his eyes would open, and once they did his family was the most optimistic family in the world..i feel bad that my granpa is going to the wake too, in that sort of well i had the same operation as he did..sorta way...but we're only going because i guess our two families became waiting room close friends..

i hate wakes...especially the sad pictures they put up with the dead person and their friends, and after looking at all the pictures and then seeing them in the coffin...well gaaaaah im not a fan...idk who is really....

have a happy sunday

had to go to the doctor today after school and was suprized by having to receive a shot...it was a painful one too...

as painful as it was, i have something else in mind that sure as hell can beat it...

the pain from the shots gone now...tho im still left with something ten times worse...


::sigh::

somehow i pictured this whole "wow youre a senior!" thing to be different...i miss christy, no class...no even ONE! WHAT THE MERRY F&%K!!!

registered for the ACT's today, Chabot thought it would be a good idea so i did it...29 bucks later im left wondering whats even on the ACT's..lol..::sigh:::

Zzzzz ill finish this later! phone call to make

twas the day before senior year finally started,
and all the house,
not a soul was home except lindsay!
who decided to stall reading life of pi,
update this here thing,
thinking shit..where the hells my navy skirt?

wow summer flew by....and my polo shirts havnt arrived yet!

ha im prepared....where is everyone? school did start tomorrow and not today didnt it?

well have a nice day. i recorded a new message on my phone..i liked my old message so much better but stupid updates in the system had to happen....and now its just me babbeling! but itll be new babbles to hear im sure...only one in the world who records wear a seatbelt and dont do drugs on an answering maching lol

later

Zzzz im poooped.....
school starts soon, this year im hearing we're seniors!?! hmm who would have thunk that would ever happen so quickly..ha, no I...stupid life of pi is going to be the death of me...

GOING TO THE ZOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well well well...would you look at this...poof something must have happened without us realizing it because suddenly our high school years have passed and we're left with only one more year. we made a list of things to do this summer, and ha that lists been real successful...well at least one thing on the list will happen for real! and that one thing is ^drumroll please^ BAND CAMP! but how cool is this! this year we dont have to be dropped off by our parents! ahem....or not...my feelings are quite hurt by something. i just cant make sense of it..maybe thats why im putting it up here. just to get thoughts out of my head and onto the screen..
i hate when plans change without me knowing. i hate trying to go out of my way to spend what little time is left with my friends when all that i get im return is rejection. i hate when my cars put down for not being good enough, sure the transmission makes funny noise but its never failed me. and the AC still works, and only has to be shutoff when i got from 35 to 65 highway speed...and and and bandcamp isnt even in using the highway zone.....grrrrr.......
this is our last bandcamp and im sorry to say i want to spend as much time with you all as i can..but hey spending time with the moms is cool too..

the passenger doors always open

and ive only stated this as an attempt to change you mind my friend, and because i cant email you since it doesnt work.....and i am sorry if ive been annoying the hell outta you by asking about this carpooling thing..and it seems sorta silly that ive wrote this whole thing about rides for one week...eh well anyways

have a night

got home from the movies last night and sat down as my mom called my grandparents house to check on my granpa! he finally got to come home! and he starts telling her something and she runs up stairs. and i think ooo not good! and she came back down telling me and my dad she was going to the ER with him..and it was already nearing 10:30 and getting late and my dad was sleeping lol...so i tagged along to help out and all that...well well well..she couldnt go alone, barely knowing the way in daylight!
haha man i am so tired! we FINALLY got back home around oh i dunno 4:43 AM..had to drop my granpa and granma off at home and get my granpa settled again...the worst part was waking up at 9 to got to work..didnt think that one through! but i got to come home at 4! i kept falling asleep and forgetting what orders i had to box and make lol...euughhhh.
to say the least im going to hit the sheets hard.
goodnight my friends!
im going to sleep..
FLAMINGO TUSHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.dr-joe.net/quiz.html

copy and paste that! its quite an amusing little quiz!!!

got sent home from work early today! wooooo!

saturday night! hey hey hey!!!!

...............BORED!!!!!!!!!

at work today...
~we lost power, and there was a bus filled with crazy people that came to eat here and they kept banging on our doors to come inside! but we had to lock the place becasue there wasnt power!
~this fat lady in a tight blue bathing suit (EWWW!) kept yelling JACKASS I NEED TO PEE over and over
~and then there was another fat man, who tucked his shirt into his moose boxers...it was so weird. like he had pants on, but the boxers were puller higher than the pants waste band and wow he kept wondering and then sat with the random family, took out his bottle of sun block and read the back of the bottle over and over

it was keeping me so enterained!

well have a good night

up up and away to find something to do

i have to leave for work in 20 minutes! ill be there all day!
have a good one you all!

ill find out when band camp is! ill ask my mom!
its august 8th-12th 9am to 6pm!!! come visit for sure!!!

the old one wasnt doing it for me..so blah and regular.
u all like the look of this one! i do!

well..i have to leave for work in 24 minutes.
i decided to wear my watch on my left hand. just for kicks.
i have to work the next four days...three of those are 10.45 to close, and then saturdays 12 to close. should be good! well tips will be nice im hoping.
im so tired..i couldnt sleep and when i finally dozed off i was woken by a stupid alarm clock...im not looking foward to standing on my feet all night x 4..lol. im looking foward to having a chance to finally get tan at band camp! im still white as a ghost but i have no time. either working, or over at the hospital visiting all day..my mom and sister are there now, i wish i could go..things went wrong last night, there were complications and they had to give my granpa more blood or something...
when i was visiting umass a few days ago, i compared the dorms situation to corey and topanga (spl?) and my dad burst out laughing at me, saying oh please! thats a solid thing to go by they wernt real! and i said yes dad, yes they are real! and that was the end of it lol...they are totally real. pssssssssssh silly dad. haha
i have to leave in 16 minutes...damn. gotta go find my shoes and shorts..
have a day

wow! for the longest time the computer hasnt been letting me go onto this page and update! i was so shocked when it worked! man...its been raining all day. i hate rainy days when your in an empty house all alone...so blah..katies barking, ninas sleeping. i hate when family leave and you have to say goodbye until who knows how long. like family who comes to visit i mean..and then they leave and its something i hate! i wish like all my cousins and stuff were neighbors, or at least driving distance. new yorks ok i suppose but atlantas a four day drive with no stops lol.
summers here, has been all summer but it doesnt feel like much has happened to call it summer yet. sure its been good but not good summer beach classic good. works taken that away from most of us, leaving us with only a few days off..on my days off i look foward to not having to wake up lol. then by the time i do its almost lunch time and then half the days gone! so whats the point? i dunno! but guys we need to make this summer so much better! its like our last one before the word that should go unspoken! (college!)
i feel bad for adults. workings taught me one thing that suprizingly enough i never realized before. youre supposed to respect your elders and all that jazz, but the main popularity of adults are nothing but really big dumb stupid kids, who just because they are old think they are the shit. lol man! this old lady interupted my LUNCH BREAK the only break i get all stinking day to tell me to "STOP EATING AND CLEAR HER TABLE" i looked at her in disbelief and said "UM TWO THINGS, ONE IM ON MY ONLY BREAK I GET ALL DAY, AND TWO ITS NOT SELF SERVICE AND THE GARGABE IS RIGHT BEHIND YOU IM SURE YOU CAN FIND YOUR WAY OVER THERE" man...ive started just being crabby at work and not being too nice to tell people exactly where the damn trash is. goodness......!!!!
well thats about all i have left in me to go off about..i could find more but its time to go shopping for more rainy day music.
PLUG: you all with itunes Punk Goes Acoustic is real great, least in my mind lol great rainy day tunes!

AND ITS SUMMER AND ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREEZING! whats up with that! im like dressed for winter minus the gloves and hat of course!

HAIR CUT WAS YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ANNA THE 5 YEAR OLD I BABY SIT NOTICED IT! SO YOU ALL HAVE NO EXCUSE!

enjoy your night, thanks for reading..if you actually did!
later folks

ok so the frog asks the bee for help with something...so the bee says no way in hell..then the frog is talking to the lizard and finds out that the bee was helping the lizard out with all this stuff. now that was nice of the bee wasnt it? EXCEPT for the fact that the bee did at least 7 times more fucking work for the lizard than the bee would do for the god damn frog. what the fuck is up with that? no idea..but ladies and gentlemen DOES THAT SOUND FAIR! NO WAY IN HELL! AND MEANWHILE THE FROG WOULD DO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR THE BEE AND ALL THE OTHER CRITTERS IN THE FOREST!
just as an example...
people piss me off, heat pisses me off! and HOLY CRAP TRAFFIC SUCKS!
while im at it why not deflate myself completely




i hate exams...
i always wanted a lizard. used to go to florida and see them on the walls and stuff..but i think id be afraid that if i ever had on it would die on me..

summers on its way! i think we all feel it coming!
i havnt said anything new in ages so hey! here i am..
nothing much to say, its funny though (just an observation) but
as great as you think you know people, you only let them know what you
want them to know.. think about it for a second, i doubt that theres one person
who KNOWS everything about you else... i dunno just a though..the heats melting me!
i wish we werent going to be seniors next year, like sure as hell im excited about moving on but im going to miss you all!

well thats a wrap for now!
later


HEY HEY WE'RE THE MONKIES, PEOPLE SAY WE MONKEY AROUND, BUT WE'RE TOO BUSY SINGING, TO PUT ANYBODY DOWN....WE'RE JUST HAVING A GOOD TIME! WOOOOO!

I <3 THAT SONG!